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The owner of Tenchi Muyo is actually Pioneer and AIC and some author, whom I give many thanks for creating such a wonderful universe and characters and a truly unique situation. Cheers. however the ideas in this story are mine, if you wish to use them contact me FIRST at either ring_princess@hotmail.com or ring_princess2001@yahoo.com the worst I'll say is no. Musings. . .Tenchi by RingPrincess They want me to choose. . . .or so they say. Yet, how can I choose when I don't know what I want? My grandfather wishes for me to become a keeper of the shrine, my father an archetict, Ayeka wants me to be her prince in Shining Armour to take her away and be her king forever of Jurai. Ryoko. . .I can never tell what Ryoko wants, her gems, me, I am unsure if she even knows the answer to that. Mihoshi. . .Mihoshi is as much an enigma as Ryoko. Everyone has issues, I know this. . . they have issues, I have issues, all of Kami's children got issues. Each of their issues is different, each requires a different response and different me. I haven't even considered the fact of what it would me not to choose any of them. They place so many demands upon, demands upon my mind and heart. I could compare their demands, essentially compare them and choose that way, or I could choose by my life's vocation, Earth, Jurai, the galaxy. Yet I don't want to do that, it would be cheating. Doing such an action would not be right for them or for me. Choosing who on the basis of a comparison is cold and clinical, I care about them too much to take such an action. I wish I knew if they cared about me as much. Do they care about me enough to let me make my own decisions? To let me be me? I want to be myself entire, not a parody of what they wish for me to be. . .not a pawn or a puppet to fuffil their wishes and desires. Oh, I do wish them happiness and that they get the desires of their hearts, but must I be the solution to every problem that Washu can't solve with her computers and science. I am powerful, I can't touch most of my power, yet I am. . . I wonder if I am such an enigma to the girls as they are to me. On second thought, I cannot even be sure of what Ayeka wants. I miss days when everything seemed simple. I need time. . .time that they may be unwilling to give me. I wonder if they understand that a boy my age on Earth doesn't make these drastic decisions yet, we may wait for years. I don't have years. I do not even know if I have months. . . life changing decisions. . . who am I to be making such decisions about such things? I am Tenchi Masaki, a farmboy, a boy who learns sword from his grandfather a priest at a local shrine, the fact that he used to be a prince is besides the ultimate point. . . okay. . .perhaps it isn't. I just don't know what to do. . . and that indecision is costing me everyday. What am I going to do? ---------------------------------------------------------- END CHAPTER!!!! Tenchi, poor, poor Tenchi or lucky, lucky Tenchi. . .depending on how you look at it. . . well that's it for this small interlude into the thoughts of Tenchi Muyo! Hope you enjoyed it. . . even if they are mostly dark Later |
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