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*** *** *** Sunday : 9:56 A.M. The Tendou Dojo
Every-one had shown up even Ryouga . In fact Akari had even gotten him there two hours early to make certain of there being no problems . Now every-one who had been invited was milling around on the yard outside of the Dojo waiting for what ? Ranma for his part was sitting in front of the entrance to the Dojo wearing the now ever -present back-pack , preventing any- one from going in before the proper time ( Genma and Soun had both been painfully repulsed when they had tried to sneak peaks ; no-one was sympathetic to their whining afterwards even if they were like- wise curious ) . Ranma looked up and after a glance at his watch ( `hey when did he get that' was the thought of more than one of those present ) stood and addressed every-one present . " It is time now ." He said it with-out fanfare or even emphasis but it was what every-one present had been waiting for and in several cases dreading . Ranma walked into the Dojo leading the others shortly behind him . " All of you please place your weapons on the table there , you will not need them . Also each of you please sit on the chair marked with your name on the place-card ." A s the others began to walk around the seating arrangements they noticed that Ranma had set up three video-camera- recorders . The chairs had been arranged into three small groups . In the first group to the right of the podium at which Ranma was standing where four chairs each with a small piece of paper indicating the assigned spots for KhuLon , Nodoka , Genma , and Soun . In the second group directly in front of the podium was another group of four chairs where it was indicated that Ryouga , Akari , MuTsu , and Kunou - Tatewaki should sit . Finally in the chairs set up to the left of the podium were the indicated places for Akane , Uckyou , XianPu , Nabiki , Kodachi , and Kasumi . After a moments milling around ( but only a single moment as every-one was anxious to learn the reason for all of this ) every- body was in their assigned seating and awaiting the falling of the next shoe to drop so to speak . Ranma stood at the podium and took several deep breaths to steady himself before addressing those present . " I know that you are all wondering about the reasons that I asked each of you to be here today and want to know about the reason that I have been acting rather well not like myself these past three weeks " There were several nods but not one of the people assembled said any-thing aloud . " but I must ask you to bear with me as there are some matters which must be addressed first . First I ask that you all join me in lowering our heads and observing a moment of silence ." So saying Ranma put action to word and lowered his head . Although they did not know why they were doing this Ranma's audience like-wise lowered their heads and were silent , feeling as though they had found themselves members of a funeral party . or at least most of them were quiet ; Genma and Soun , to the surprise of none , lacked any-thing by way of self-discipline . " What is the meaning of this boy?" " What is this we have heard about you choosing a wife?" " I demand to know what is going on ! This is my Dojo!" " We have already chosen Akane to be your bride !" " It is a matter of family honour!" " You cannot " (SNAP!!) A low growling rumble was as much felt as heard by the people in the room as the side of the podium broke off in Ranma's hand and the further sounds of the broken pieces grinding to splinters and sawdust under the pressure that they were subjected to . As the growling continued every-one else in the room ( even including KhuLon ) was very glad that they were not in the shoes of Soun and Genma as more than one person wondered if the neko-ken had gotten loose some-how . Genma and Soun for their part were suddenly feeling as though , even though they were the only ones in the room besides Ranma standing , that they were very small indeed and that some-thing very big and very , very hungry was after them . "-rrrrr!-. One moment . You could not even keep from ruining some-thing for one moment ." Ranma's head remained down while he said this and all the others present were grateful for that as they did not want to see what ever contortions his face was going through . unfortunately for them Ranma did raise his head in the next moment and true to their fears what they beheld was twisted in rage but all that he found was Genma and Soun sitting in their chairs , their limbs at odd angles .
" They will not interrupt again Ranma ." KhuLon said ( at the moment she did not want to risk calling him " son-in-law" ) . Ranma took several long deep breaths to re-compose himself . Finally he re-collected himself enough to look at the two limp use-less masses ( had they ever been use-ful in the first place ? ) and spoke , " You should thank KhuLon , she just saved you both much pain ." Again Ranma took several deep breaths visibly calming down some-what much to the relief of all present . Finally Ranma again spoke to the people assembled in the room as he reached into the podium and pulled out a bouquet in a vase . This he placed on top of the podium . Ranma continued to speak as he went around the room lighting candles that every-one only now realized had been mounted on the wall the entire time . " I want all of you to look at this flower arrangement . While most of you can probably recognize the types of flowers , and some of you can probably even identify them by their scientific names and give medicinal uses for each of them , what perhaps none of you realize at first is that this particular arrangement has a special significance for each and every-one present in this room ." KhuLon had been watching Ranma as he had been slowly walking around the room lighting each of the candles but she came to the conclusion that that was indeed all that he had been doing and at this last line had returned her attention to the vase curious as to what Ranma had meant . She had of identified each of the flowers immediately but now she tried to figure out what Ranma meant . How did these simple plants relate to every individual present ? Ranma had lit the last of the candles and now stood once more beside the podium . " For those of you who have figured out what I am referring to please do not say any-thing , rather give the others a chance to figure it out on their own ."
Ranma remained standing there for a few more moments longer in silence . Finally Ranma spoke , " Okay I think that should be enough time ," Ranma took the vase off the podium . " As I am certain that all of you have realized by now you cannot move ." Every-one other than Ranma and one other in the room had indeed come to that realization . " By the way ," Ranma said as he began to walk around the front of the room from the right side first to the left . " each of you can forget about what I said about the vase and the flower arrangement , that was simply a ploy to get you to look in the right direction long enough for me to light the candles and for the paralysis to set in . As you can see being poisoned , potion-ed et cetera by KhuLon , XianPu , Kodachi , Happosai , and all the others has taught me some-things . And to those un-invited who have hidden themselves to witness these proceedings , well , I hope for your sakes that you are in comfortable positions as you will be in them for a long time , I am sorry but I do not have time to find every ninja and stealth hidden amazon warrior that has snuck in to spy on this confrontation ." A potted plant in the corner of the room , a shadow that existed with-out any-thing casting it , and two girls hiding in the unlit reaches of the rafters all would have groaned had they been able . At this point Ranma was walking around to the section that the Tendou sisters and the other fiancees were sitting . Among the other fiancees in question of course was Kodachi . ~` " Remember to pretend to be just as paralyzed as the others until I brake the third glass pitcher ." '~ she remembered very clearly even though she was extremely eager to simply embrace her beloved as those who had attempted to come between them were forced to watch on helplessly while she gloried in her victory . Strange , though , she did not see any glass pitchers . ~` Maybe they are inside the podium even as the vase was .' ~ she reasoned . " I am sorry that it has come to this but I could not think of any other way to brake this insane cycle that all of us seem to be in , oh just a moment " at this point Ranma was directly in front of Kodachi and in a blur of motion applied the technique that KhuLon had taught him just weeks before and Kodachi was shocked to find herself truly unable to move . " Sorry about that Kodachi , but with all of your exposures to drugs , toxins , poisons , potions , and the like I figured that you would probably have built up an immunity to the paralysis agent that I used ." So he did not what the other people to know that it was she that had supplied him with the candles or the antidote that kept him from being affected , but , why had he done this to her ? " Now before I can go any farther I feel that it is necessary to make certain that the playing ground is level for every- one . There-for for the sake of the Kunoues present I want give a small explanation and a demonstration ." That said Ranma reached into the podium once more and retrieved two thermoses . " Kunou Tatewaki , Kunou Kodachi the reason that I insisted that each of you take any medications that you needed to be lucid , " ~ ` I am impressed he used lucid in a sentence .'~ thought Nabiki . " was because what I am going to show you defies the normal accepted way of the world and I did not want you to convince yourself that it was a figment of your own dementia or go into denial ." Ranma sat down on the chair that was to the side of the podium . " You both are aware I take it of Genma's reputation . I only wish that it was only a vicious exaggeration but it is not . Well , before I came to this area Genma took me on a trip to a place that his master had mentioned in passing several times in the years before , well that is a different story all together the place was called Jyusenkyou , the Valley of the Cursed Pools . As his master had been an extremely talented martial artist Genma thought that the valley was a training ground . He neglected to recall that happosei was also very interested by magic . and magic was exactly what was involved in this story because the valley was a place that held true magic in the form of curses , the entire valley was a cursed place where the dead are defiled to inflict suffering and misery upon the living . What vile mage could have created such a place I do not know but he must have been evil indeed . When Genma and I were training in that valley we each got knocked into one of the cursed pools , and the curses in those pools were real in the case of most of the pools of Jyusenkyou , including the one that I fell into , the curse was one of uncontrollable transformation . The curse is triggered by water and the temperature of that water ." Ranma took off his shirt before he opened the jug that he retrieved along with the thermoses and poured a small amount of the liquid over himself . The transformation was one that most of those present were accustomed to but they found themselves thinking in terms of how it must be to be seeing it as the Kunou siblings were . " As you can see the pool that I feel into was the Pool of Drowned Girl ." the voice that announced this was higher than the voice that the same person who had been speaking all this time had been using up to this point . " When-ever I am struck by cold water I am changed into a female version of myself ." Ranma opened one of the thermoses and poured just enough to trigger the transformation . " Hot water changes me back to my male self , but only until the next time I am struck by cold water . Annoyingly the curse has a rider curse that attracts cold water to its victims ." Ranma pulled out a towel from the podium and dried himself off . " I am telling you this even though I suspect that each of you may already know at least part of this . After what I have seen " Ranma broke off and seemed to be lost in his own thoughts for several moments . When he finally snapped out of it he shook his head as if to clear it and looked up and spoke to both of the Kunou siblings . " Well I will give you two a few moments to assimilate this little earth-shaker and then I will be back ." *** *** *** It was perhaps three or five minutes later that Ranma returned to the room . " I hope that you have recovered from that little bomb- shell that I dropped on you a moment ago because I really need to press on with the proceedings . As I said however , I suspect that it was not as big a shock as it might have been . Each of you has witnessed my transformations before and went into denial about it , possibly fearing that your dementia was getting even worse . After all no sane mind thinks that they have seen a man change into a woman . But magic is real after all so maybe that will make things a little easier . Now to continue with purpose of this get-together Many of you may have noticed that I have been acting , differently than usual lately . Some of you may even recall that I was gone for two days before this all began . Two days for you it was some-what longer for me . I had an well I do not know what to call it .. I guess that we could call it an adventure . Or possibly an epiphany . I went and encountered two hundred other universes ,and time-lines . Some-times I actually met my counterparts in those worlds face to face , while other times I was behind their eyes living their entire lives , remembering their memories , feeling every-thing that they went through . Some of it was fun , learning new techniques that I had not yet learned myself , ( I now know forty-three techniques and various variations of them that KhuLon and happosei have never taught me although most of the time it was stuff that I knew already ) , some of it was not fun ." Ranma shuttered . " going through the cat pit time after time " After a moment Ranma continued . " I saw different versions of each of us taking different paths than we did in this life I saw myself marrying each of you girls in one world or an other . XianPu Ukyou Akane Kodachi yes ,you two as well , Kasumi and Nabiki
I talked to so many different versions of myself I still get dizzy thinking about it . I saw a universe where-in after his wife died Tendou Soun stopped himself before he became a basket case and instead took his family on a trip to give himself and his daughters some good memories and experiences instead of wallowing in their pain . He took his girls to a little region in the less traveled areas of china that he remembered his master talking about . There his daughters conspired to trick him into fighting and beating SoonLi the adopted daughter of a local matriarch , KhuLon , as they wanted to see him happy again and they wanted a mother again as well . Also in that world little Akane got into a series of fights with a girl of the village her age named XianPu . Eventually the Tendou family adopted XianPu and she and Akane were raised as sisters ." If it had been physically possible for them to do so Akane and XianPu would have both gasped . They had never told Ranma about the dream-vision that they had both had when the strange vender had given them the bracelets they had since hidden in their rooms . " I saw realities where Akane and XianPu ended up with each other and seemed to get along great ." If she could have moved Akane would have been squirming in her seat . As it was she was certain beyond any doubt that she was glowing with embarrassment . " I saw worlds where Akane and I married and we had a loving relationship , others where we had , at best , a hostile marriage , while in half-a-dozen worlds Akane killed me ." Akane went from blushing to blanched in an instant . " I saw a world where XianPu and I married and lived happily ever after and several where we married and were miserable . And I saw several where she and KhuLon , impatient , simply abducted and drugged my counter-part to be used as no-thing more than breeding stock , not caring about a person just an animal for breeding ." Oh how Akane wished she could see XianPu more clearly , as it was she could just see the fuzzy out-of-focus side of the other girls head out of the corner of her eye . " I saw universes where people who were not quite the people in this room but were very similar . Understand that none of these people are each of you but each of them is you as you might have been under different circumstances , or had made different choices ." Here Ranma paused just a moment before continuing . " I saw a world where Ucchan found out that she had an incurable disease and managed to convince every-one to allow her to spend her last few months in at least comparative peace , wedding my counterpart and being happily married for the last months of her life . Then next I saw a world where my analogue was in an identical situation but he found a way to cure the incurable . . At a cost . and that got me to thinking how that `me' finally addressed the serious matters that were surrounding him . until that point the `us' in that universe were just like us here in this universe in most ways . content to hide in the chaos not having to actually think because all of the action happening around them let them have an excuse to ignore the problems by always being to busy to deal with them . in universe after universe I saw that principle of living being proven false time and time again . Usually with tragic repercussions ." Ranma's gaze focused as he returned his attention to the `here' and `now' . " After experiencing two hundred worlds and two hundred life-times it became all to clear that I had to address those problems Here ,Now . I could not deny what I had learned . So here we are today . Issues will be addressed , problems will be dealt with and matters of honour will be settled ." The note of finality in his voice sent a chill down the spines of most of those present . " I wish that there was an-other way but I could not think of any ." Even KhuLon grew uneasy at the sound of the rather ominous way that Ranma had phrased that last line . " Ideally I would be able to speak with each of you in private and we could work things out but the shear volume of problems involved and the egos and arrogance of the people involved makes that unrealistic . So instead I had to set this up so please bear with me ." Ranma indicated the first group . " These are the role-models of our group . Our parents and parent figures . The people who are supposed to set an example for us . And they have . But it was supposed to be a good example and in that they have failed ." Ranma turned to the matriarch of a tribe nearly lost to the modern world . " KhuLon , you are first . I saw two hundred different versions of you during my , .. experience there were instances where-in you helped the forces of good those instances where it was to your best advantage to do so , and in your best interests . I saw a time-line where the Saotome and Tendou families were born nearly four hundred years in the past and the Ranma of that world became a near immortal . After the Akane of that world died he wandered until he found himself in a village not far from the cursed valley of Jyusenkyou . He became adopted by the tribe and took students . In time he watched as one of his students married and in later years he was mid-wife and delivered BuuRuh-Shou's daughter whom he would forever call KhuLon-chan ." Ranma snickered . " I will admit that I nearly fell over when I heard that one !" Even four hundred years later he was calling her KhuLon- chan !" Ranma shook his head as if to send the humour that he was feeling away for it would seem that it was to be out of place here . " In that time-line eventually Ranma left the village rather than watch as every-one around him died of old age . He left a sad teenage KhuLon behind . In due course nearly three hundred years later KhuLon had a great-granddaughter named XianPu . One day XianPu decided to go to the outer world to find a husband strong enough to defeat her in combat . She found the Ranma of that world and determined to make him hers even though he was of a different mind ." Once KhuLon learned who this man was she determined to wed him to XianPu . She wanted to see the two people that she loved the most happy together with each other ." Ranma was quiet for a somber moment then unexpectedly he began laughing with as much mirth as he had had somberness a moment before . " Sorry about that but remembering the sight of that KhuLon sitting on top of the other Ranma's head licking ice-cream , ( snicker ) and then when she made her announcement , jumped off his head and then kicked that ice-cream into his face while he was still to surprised by the announcement to re-act ( more , deeper laughter ) sorry , sorry , I just could not help it ! What a stiff that guy was ! He deserved it! " A moment later Ranma re-gained control of himself and was somber once more . " But I am allowing myself to be distracted by my own memories , the point that I was going to try to make was that in many time-lines you were not evil but only in one time-line did I ever see your counterpart go out of her way to do some good . She had committed crimes against her tribe and was exiled but when the Hinoko of that world needed help she risked her life and freedom to aid her and her friend . and even this was only after she had made attempts against Ranma , Akane , XianPu , Ryouga , Ucchan , MuTsu and their children . So you see one out of two hundred . Not very good ." Ranma stopped long enough to take sip of water before continuing . " Understand that that did not influence the conclusions that I had made about you , those experiences only re-enforced the assessments that I had already made based on my own experiences with this `you' . Your vision is limited to your village and does not even include the entire village at that . Did you think that I would ignore the way you treat MuTsu ? Or that I would not be aware of how when XianPu was eleven or twelve one of her friends , LoXin , was beaten to death by her `loving' parents and even though the entire village knew of the abuses that she suffered they all , every one turned a blind eye to her unjust fate ? I am not so stupid as to think that you would treat me any differently . After all the times that you have taught me some technique or an-other certain patterns become obvious . You would teach me only a specific technique for a specific situation and no more . You never offered to teach me with-out reservation , only enough to keep me alive and possibly indebted me to you . Always making sure that you did not teach me any-thing that yourself could not counter . If you had wanted a strong ally than you certainly should have known by now that I would come if you needed my help with some- thing . But you did not . You wanted breeding stock , no-thing more . That is why you never offered to teach me what you knew with-out reservation . You had to make certain that you could keep me on a leash . Then once you got me to your village again you could take measures to ensure that I could never escape . I know of the problems that face your village , did you really think that I would not notice the discrepancies ? That you and XianPu just happened to have a temporary Jyusenkyou curse potion that works to transform a girl into a man ? long enough for , say , a female warrior of your tribe to Impregnate an-other . That is why there are so many females out-numbering the males in your village . Half of your births are the result of such couplings and while there is no-thing wrong with that , two females only have `X' chromosomes so even with the curse they only have female children . Ideal from your viewpoint as you do not place any value on males , but there is a small problem . The extreme inbreeding is making it increasingly more difficult for you to have any children even by more traditional means ." In short your village is at an all time low population ; the only thing saving you in that regard is that your opposites ,the Musk Dynasty , are in equally poor straits for reasons of equal prejudice . In their case using magic to ensure mostly male offspring while using the pools to make slave-brides of animals . At the rate you are going your two tribes will be no more in a single century . Less if the People's Republic Party finds a way to locate and kill those assassins that you have held at their throats for decades . If that happens then they will destroy you from the air as they nearly did , what was it in '54 ?" The iron will and constitution that had seen KhuLon through three hundred years would have certainly failed her if the paralysis had not held her in place . These were matters of such national security of her people that not even XianPu had been taught them yet . And Ranma claimed that he had figured them out even before his alleged resent adventures ? " As I said I came to these conclusions before this and my , ` foray' , in alternate realities only severed to confirm this . More I saw in several worlds where you had the power to brake Jyusenkyou curses . In one world I actually saw you turned into a rabbit and the comment was made that one of the others in your tribe expected you to be cured with-in a few days . Now it possible that in this universe no-one from your tribe discovered the means to break the curses , it is also possible that you were saving it as a present for XianPu's and my wedding , but it seems almost certain that if you do have such a cure that you are holding it in reserve to use as a lure to coerce me either to marry XianPu outright or to get me to your village where you can then capture and hold me captive . As it is I should tell you that I no longer seek a cure and even if you presented one to me I would now refuse it . First because I can not trust you but also as well because after having seen my counterparts some-times through centuries each and having seen how each of them either did or did not deal with their curses I have come to accept it as a part of myself . It is no longer a curse it is merely a condition , one which is as much a part of me as any other aspect of myself . Of course if I am wrong and you truly do not have such a cure then I apologize . If I am right then I must tell you that you may as well forget such a ploy right now . Having seen the way that you continuously mistreat MuTsu and having listened to the way that you continuously belittle males in general do you really think that I would let , or even remotely risk , you making my sons feel as though they were no-thing more than use-less sacks of moldy rice ? as if they were accidents ? Or that I would let you turn my daughters into ` good little warriors' for you to brain-wash into thinking your way ? It would take only a change in thinking to save your village but you do not want to change any-thing , you only wish to continue matters as they were for you , as the only way that you can think of them being . In short you want no-thing more than to prop up a system that has proven itself a failure . So a breeding slave is what you want not a warrior to help defend you village . After all , a male ? a mere male defending your tribe that is consecrated to female supremacy ? Heresy ! It might give other males thoughts of equality . Unacceptable ! So you just want to prop up a system that has proven to be a failure . I will not allow you to use me or to violate my children in such an unholy manor . I have visited two hospitals and gotten two different surgeries performed . I am now sterile in both my forms . I can still be a father of course or even a mother , I can step-parent , foster-parent , or adopt . But I am no longer use-ful to you as mere breeding stock . Oh and one other matter , if you try to drag me to your village any-way , well , I hope that what ever technique you use leaves me conscious so that I can hear the screams and watch the fire- works . You see I took certain precautions , while I can go there on my own if you abduct me or worse attempt to coerce me , say for example abduct some-one else or poison them and only you have a cure , well let us simply say that the next generation of that region will be hearing not just the lore of Jyusenkyou but also the ` very tragic tale ' of how a local village disappeared in the space of a single night . The Musk Dynasty will be able to hear the screams from their territory . " Ranma's eyes managed to be simultaneously soft and hard and KhuLon did not feel that she should put such a claim to the test . Ranma began to turn to Genma when he stopped and said , " Oh by the way I know some of the history of your tribe and I know how once upon a time your village was a refuge for woman who were mistreated . Then as Confucianism spread and the lands around you grew more male dominated you became more stridently female dominant in response . Some-thing to think about ; reverse discrimination is still discrimination ." Next Ranma turned to Genma . " You Genma are the only example that I had as I was growing up . You visited practices on me that no-one would do some-one that they claimed that they cared for , all the while saying that it was for the advancement of the art . You did teach me a great deal about martial arts but in other ways I learned through doing the opposite of what you did . You spoke a great deal of honour even as you stole , sold me repeatedly , and committed more abominable acts than I have time to describe . None of this includes the multiple iinazuke fiascoes or any of the other messes that I did not even know about before or for that matter any of the crap that just has not caught up with us yet . I can not even say that you are evil because `evil' implies that you know and understand that your actions have consequences and you simply do not care who you hurt . You simply are incapable of understanding that your actions have repercussions , you are like a right-handed person who has his right-hand tied behind his back and is then told to write the complete works of Shakespeare with his left foot . Physically he is capable of such a thing but he is unable to think in terms other than writing with his right hand . So too are you un-able to see that which is in front of you . You simply do not have the mental make-up to make the connections . I am no longer able to carry the weight of your screw- ups . " Now Ranma's attention focused on Nadoka . " For the longest time I did not even know that I had a mother . Then when I found out was when I realized that I had been feeling the pain of my lost the entire time and had never even realized it . I hated hiding from you . I had grown up with no stability , no warm meals , no comfort , Listening to the Tendou sisters talk about their fond memories of their mother was a hell that I could never get enough of no matter how much it hurt and after you showed up , after you finally showed up after so many years , it became even worse . I must have pestered Kasumi three dozen times about what she remembered about her mother , I was still not adjusting well to my curse and was far from accepting it when you took " Ranko " on those shopping trips , but as much as I hated them I wanted your approval so much that I would have done a hundred shopping trips to be near you , to gain you approval . Even after you found out I was to scared to ask the questions that burned so painful in my soul . How could you hold a five-year old child to a sepuku contract ? How could you have left Genma take your child when you had to have known how irresponsible he was .? and so many others . You did not call us on that sepuku pledge but you never let it go away either . It has remained hanging over the heads of every-one . I would have liked to have had a mother , I would like to have one even now , but I am not certain if you qualify as a mother .
I no longer feel myself bound by promises that either one of you have made especially as they were made with-out my consent or even knowledge . You both have proven that you are not stable enough or responsible enough to be head of the Saotome family line . " Ranma reached over Nodoka's head and drew the family sword from its sheath . KhuLon could not believe this . She could not believe that Ranma would while they were all paralyzed ? while every-one else in the room was witness ? No , she could not believe that of the young man that she had played cat- and-mouse with so often , no matter how changed by his resent experiences . ( Cat-and-mouse ,( shutter ) perhaps not the most comforting reference given the neko-ken was possibly a further destabilizing factor in this scenario ) KhuLon was not the only one in the room that had such thoughts . Ranma held the sword in front of him . " I hear-by name my-self head of the Saotome clan and I declare the line to be no more ." Ranma held the sword above his head with both hands on the ends of the blade gripped tightly . ( SNAP) The sword broke in Ranma's grasp , a piece in each hand , as a third smaller piece fell to the floor . KhuLon felt the rapid build up of Chi and just as quickly Ranma released it from himself into the sword fragments in his hands . The hilt of the katana made an alien clanking sound as it hit the floor . Ranma lowered his hands and just stood there for several minutes , staring at his hands , now covered with dollops of melted steel . Finally after a long wait he spoke . " That hurt so very much I wish that it was only physical pain . The hurt would not be nearly as bad . "
Even if the toxin magically disappeared from their systems it is doubtful that any-one in the room would have been able to move for surely the situation was a far more potent paralyzing factor by magnitudes . Ranma took a deep breath then moved on to Soun . " Tendou Soun " It sounded like the pronouncement of a judge about to hand down a life sentence , or may-haps , a death sentence .
" Tendou Soun ," Ranma said again . " you have committed even worse crimes than either Genma or Nodoka . Your crimes are in fact worse than both of them combined . For you abandoned not one but three children when they needed you the most and you further compounded your crimes by stealing their childhood from them . When your wife died it is perhaps understandable that you felt misery and it is understandable that you would have wished to lose yourself from reality . But it is unforgivable that you did so . You had three daughters who had just lost their mother , they needed some-one to comfort them and that some-one that they needed was you and you failed them ." There should have been thunder and indeed if it had been movie there would have surely been thunder and ominous music . But this was no movie and the silence was far worse . " A true father would have done what was best for his children no matter what he himself felt . A true father would have found , or made the fortitude that his family needed of him . Instead you retreated into your self-indulgence , wallowed in your self-pity . And in doing so you took not one but both of their parents from your children . Little girls were forced to deny themselves the time that they needed to heal and learn how to deal with their grief to take care of the pathetic basket-case that you had become . Three little girls , the oldest one not even ten years old , now forced to tend to you and raise themselves . And each one has the scars to show for your negligence . Kasumi had to become a mother-figure to her sisters even though she was a child herself . She made herself into what others needed her to be she does not let herself be any-thing other than what others need of her . She does not let herself feel sorrow She does not let herself feel her own misery . She does not let herself feel her own suffering . She does not let herself be any-thing other than cheerful . She does not let herself feel any-thing that might hurt those around her . Kasumi has shone that she has a keen intellect , she is frequently borrowing books from Dr. Tofuu by now she could have been studying to be a nurse or a doctor . But instead she never went to college , she stayed home , she never even went on a real date that I know of she had to give up any of her own ambitions and dreams . And you stole all of that from her .
Then there is Nabiki She never got over her mothers death either . She never had the chance to get over her mother's death . She had to survive and make sure that her sisters , and that worthless sniveling mass that was burdening the family like-wise survived . In my journeys there were a few themes that played out time and time again despite all of the other variables and one of those themes was that Nabiki's attempts to be a ruthless shark were shown fraudulent by her continuous sentimentality for you . So she became the family's means of income . She became the family's only means of income so pathetic were you . She sacrificed any chance to have friends so that she could have clients . She sacrificed any chance to have a romantic interest to develop a network that could bring in money . She learned how to black-mail others so that she and her sisters would not have to live on the street . She learned the secrets of others so that she and her sisters would not be used by pimps and their clients for a year before their bodies were found in a dumpster some-where . She gave up any possibility of being liked by her peers and schoolmates so that you could eat and steal yet more from her in the years to come . And finally there is Akane . The youngest . The one who was too young to understand any of what was going on . How deep are her scars ? I knew that her injuries were as deep as my own , even if I did not know the words to say express it . Maybe that is why I stayed through it all despite all the times that she hit me , yelled at me , and never let me explain myself or my side of any given situation . Genma had done far worse after all so I was used to abuse and I could tell that she was hurting as much as I was , even for many of the same reasons . It was on one of my journeys that I found out the name for Akane's particular problem : rage disorder . Akane had never dealt with her problems any more than had her sisters , she just pushed it all down . She was too little to help support the family or clean house but she needed to help some-how so she became the heir to the Dojo and that helped a little . But only a little . And then she had troubles at school and dozens of boys assaulting and sexually harassing her every morning , yes all of those boys who would not let her pass and made her fight just to get to school and no one would support her or help or even truly listen to her pains and troubles amounted to sexual assault and harassment . And through it all you just let it happen . You stole their childhood from them . You are as bad as KhuLon , even worse than Genma . I should kill you for your crimes , which are every bit as abominable as those of your master whose sins include sexual assault , molestation , and other crimes of violation . At the very least I should slap you to denote your crimes until your head snapped and your jaw cracked . but that that is not some-thing that I can do while you are paralyzed ." Soun felt the eyes of Ranma boring into him and he felt shame at what the boy , no the younger man , had said ; because he knew it to be true . Also he felt , if not the eyes than the attention of the rest of the room on him as well and so he felt even greater mortification . " You have stolen that which you can never return from those who were most vulnerable , from whom you were supposed to protect , to cherish , to honour , to whom your honour should have been sworn unconditionally . You are not even worth contempt ." Ranma turned from the first group to address the remaining two groups . "These are our role-models . Those who should have protected us and prepared us . No wonder we are so lost ."
. . . . to be continued . . . . |