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I may not be alive to marry ."
Hearts clenched . " Some-times honour demands sacrifice " Souls grew cold . " Some-times redeeming lost honour is some -thing which can only be done post-mortem ." If even one of those present in either the `friends' or the `iinazuke' groups drew a breath they were in no condition to notice . Ranma turned once more to Ryouga . " Ryouga , for that which I have done to you , you may decide that only death is acceptable . If at the end of the year you decide that this is so I will kill myself ." Ranma turned to Kunou. " Kunou Tatewaki , you may decide that it was unforgivable that I did not tell you the truth about the `pig-tailed girl' sooner . While it is true that I tried more than once the shame that I felt then over my curse made me feel uncomfortable about the issue and you may decide that I did not try hard enough . If at the end of the year when I return you determine that only my death will redeem your honour then I will kill myself ." Ranma turned to MuTsu . " MuTsu , I have been an obstacle in your pursuit of XianPu and further you believe that what I have done to the woman that you love is unacceptable , delaying her , keeping her from her home , constantly delaying her return to the village that you both call home . If when I return at the end of the year you decide that I should die for such affronts , then so be it ." Ranma turned to Akari . " Akari of all in this room you may have the least reason to hate me but you do have reason . If at the end of the year you decide that what I have done to the man that you love constitute crimes that are punishable by death than I will die ." Ranma turned to Kasumi . " Kasumi , you are the closest thing that I ever had to a big sister and a mother and in other realities you became an even more loving wife of that Ranma . You are the most loving , selfless individual that I have ever known and I wish that I had known you even longer , and more I apologize for taking advantage of that generosity so often . Yet I have hit you in the places that are most important to you ; home and family . I still even now believe that these are things which had to be said but you may not agree . If at the end of the year you decide that I should die for what I have said and done this day then I will accept that judgment ." Ranma turned to Nabiki . " Nabiki , you have made yourself into the consummate business-woman . All-business , strictly business . But this is not entirely true , for your family is the one thing that is more important to you than money . No amount of money is more precious to you than family . You use money to gain control over your life and to support your family . You can be very protective of your family indeed . And in that spirit you may decide that I have harmed your family unforgivably . If that is the case then at the year of the year I will seek atonement for these sins in death ." Ranma turned to Ukyou . " Ukyou , you are dear to me in ways that I can not even describe . I could never count the number of nights that I wished that you were with me after Genma separated us . But I have repeatedly done so much harm to you . " You may not decide that what I have done to you is forgivable . If such is the case then at the end of the year you will have but to let me know and I will make final amends to you ." Ranma turned to XianPu . " XianPu , you are a proud warrior , and for all that I believe that the ways and customs of Nihon are out-dated and in need of re-thinking I like-wise believe that the ways and customs of your tribe are severely out-dated as well and have no place in this age . You may consider this to be an unforgivable insult and now that you will be free of your obligation to marry me you may as well decide that these insults are unforgivable . If so , then at the end of the year you will have to but state this and I will be no more ." Ranma turned to Kodachi . " I am sorry , Kodachi that I could not give you an unqualified answer that you wished and even as your brother you have the right to declare that my failure to notify you more forcefully and clearly of my nature and my magical condition was unforgivable . If this is indeed the case then I will die if that is what it takes to appease you ." Ranma turned to Akane . " Akane , the day that we first met I was alone and tired and scared of a curse that gave me a new body that I was not used to and did not understand . I had not had a friend in years and I had never had an abundance of friends . In fact apart from my cousins there were only Hiwa , Ami , and Ukyou . So when you took that scared awkward girl and tried to be her friend it meant so much to me that I can not find the words to say it . I should have been stronger . I should have told you the truth about me . . But I just needed a friend right then so very much . You certainly had no reason to accept any boy as a friend and certainly not as a fiancee , not with the way that all of those boys at school were harassing you . so when you did find out the truth you took it as a betrayal , and to an extent that has coloured our relationship ever since . I have always been the boy who got past your defenses , got you to trust me , and then betrayed that trust . If at the end of the year you can not find it in your heart to forgive me for that betrayal , I will accept that and try to make final amends ." Ranma straightened even further , drew yet an-other deep , heavy breath and addressed both groups . " While some of you may have strong feelings on this issue I have not seen any other way to settle the matter . That in mind I wanted to make certain that there will be absolutely no way that any of you could influence or pressure any of the others into changing their votes against their true intentions . If even one of you decides against me I will die . I have already decided on the method of ballot- casting to be used and it will be absolutely impossible to cheat or identify the decision of any of the others involved . In addition there is the possibility that one of you may decide in favour of my death and the others could try to `remove' that person from contention . As this is not acceptable I will make unfeasible . If even one of you , any one of you dies before my return then I will accept that your answer is not in my favour ." Ranma then walked over to where KhuLon sat . " I imagine that you have been eavesdropping on my conversation with the others . I have seen a world where-in you were so embittered by the betrayal of happousai that when you learned that he had had students you sought them out and found one of them and you used a death-squad from your village to take out your feelings for happousai's betrayal by killing his student Soun and his wife in the most vicious most horrible manner that you could think of . And even that was not enough to sate the evil in your soul . So you also abducted Soun's daughters , took them to your village against their will , and began to systematically torment and torture them .
Little girls who had never done you harm , who in fact never even knew of you before you made them watch as you tortured their parents to death . You took great delight in your sadistic pastimes . You took many long years . Kasumi and Nabiki were scarred and crippled inside and out . But you saved the worst for the youngest . You turned little Akane into your private enforcer , Ko- Em . And you were even more effective then you imagined . Ko-Em was cold , heartless , ruthless , an efficient killing machine that even you and XianPu became uneasy around .
And it is not as if that was the worst that I ever saw you do . Time and time again , world after world , I saw you kill with-out honour , , with-out pity , with-out any humanity of any kind behind your eyes .
So I know that after I have deprived you of the prize that you sought to possess you are fully capable of killing in cold- blood , with-out hesitation or moral qualms . Given that I have had to take the measures that I have in order to insure that the other two groups do not kill each other , I fully realize that you could conceivably kill one of them to make me kill myself in order to get your revenge . Even if that one were your own great-grand-daughter . This is not acceptable . Therefor I must make it unnecessary . While I do not feel that I owe this to you , in order to safe-guard my family and friends I will give you a ballot to cast against me as well . You will have the power to anonymously call for my life to be no more as well ." Ranma turned slightly and caught Genma , Nodoka , and Soun in a single glance . " Much like KhuLon none of you have right to call for my end but I have seen you capable of abominable acts when your wishes are denied you . I have seen in worlds when you were far more petty than any small child and each of you sought to end lives that you had no rightful claim to . There-for I will like-wise grant each of you a chance to cast my death-ballet ." Ranma now once more addressed the entire room . " Every-one of you in these three groups will have the opportunity to end my life with-out ever an-other soul knowing . It will be by my own hand so you need not ever fear legal repercussions . I suppose that it is possible , however unlikely that may be , that none of you will seek to call on me to commit sepuku . I may yet die regardless . No ... I will almost certainly die regardless . There are matters in my past that none of you know of . Some of them are not even Genma's fault nor even are they of his knowledge .
There are thirty-seven others who have the right to call on me to commit sepuku . I will meet with them before I return to Nerima and I will gather their ballets as well . So you see I may return only to say a final fare-well regardless . I hope that this will motivate each of you to devote yourselves to solving your problems and not letting them consume your lives ." Ranma produced a pair of gloves and put them on , then he took out a jar of some-thing that his captive audience could only guess at ; with one exception , Kodachi , who recognized it immediately . Ranma walked over to where KhuLon sat , dipped his gloved hand into the jar coming out with a gel that he then smeared on her skin . " KhuLon , one of the worlds that I have seen involved you exiling XianPu for some imagined slight and she became the pupil of that worlds Ranma . Although he was her own age he taught her about honour in ways that she never learned in her village . She and the Ukyou and Ranma of that world became an unlikely trio of friends . The two even saved that Ranma's life by playing his honour against itself . Before I go I would leave you with this ; your tribe may speak of honour but does it truly have any honour ? Or does it merely have arrogance and pride , and false pride at that ." With that Ranma began to rub the gel on Khulon's exposed skin . That done Ranma walked over to where Genma sat . " I truly hope that some day you will come to understand the full scope of your actions . even if I find it unlikely . " With that Ranma rubbed the gel on Genma's exposed skin . Ranma stepped over to Nodoka . He paused , seemingly uncertain how to say what-ever it was that he obviously wanted to say . Finally he said , " `mother' Only you can decide whether or not I should ever call you that again ." With that Ranma rubbed the gel on Nodoka's exposed skin . " I imagine that you are not as eager to have me marry any of your daughters now ." With that Ranma rubbed the gel on Soun's exposed skin . Ranma stood back for a moment and then began to remove the gloves that he wore , being careful to avoid getting any of the gel on his own skin . Ranma turned and addressed those in the `iinazuke' and ` friends' groups . " I have given the parental figures a compound that will make them sleep for about three days " he said. " I thought that it would be advantageous if each of you had the opportunity to read the envelopes I left each of you with-out their hovering interference . This way you will have the opportunity to think for yourselves instead of their telling you what you should think ." Ranma went over to the table where the weapons were and with-drew one of Ukyou's razor-sharp smaller spatulas from its sheath and walked over to Ryouga . As he ( Ranma ) began to cut a small lock of Ryouga's hair he spoke . " I would like to take a small part of each of you with me to keep me company in my journey . After thinking about it for a long time I finally thought about how I could do that ; I could take a lock of hair from each of you and together they would not take up much space ; in fact all of them together could still be worn as a talisman ." Ranma moved on to Akari ,and MuTsu as he spoke . When he got to Kunou however he did not cut a strand but spoke ; " Kunou and Kodachi presented a bit of a problem in that what with their father's manias approaching them while they were paralyzed with a sharp implement , especially with the intent to cut their hair , might cause psychological trauma so I secretly got hairs from each of you before today ." Ranma worked his way around to each of the iinazuke in turn . After he finished Ranma walked away and those present could see that each of the locks of hair was neatly tied by a coloured ribbon that had some manner of writing on it , presumably the names of each person that the hair had come from . Ranma took all of these and tied them together around Ukyou's small spatula with one of Ryouga's bandannas . While it did seem that he took some other things from the table as well , none of the others could tell what they were . " hmm you know I had not thought about before but in a way this is like the reverse of what those pilots did in the war . They left behind their fingernail clippings so that their families would have some-thing to bury if they did not return ." Ranma continued as he began to put on an-other pair of gloves. " where-as I am taking a little piece of each of you with me ." Ranma produced a new jar of cream which he openned and began to rub the contents on Akari's exposed skin . " Not to worry Akari this will just act as a counter-agent to the paralysis agent ." Akari was much relieved to hear that even if she was not in a position to show it , then she noticed with some confusion that Ranma resealed the jar and placed it underneath the chair that she was sitting on . " I can not very well simply leave all of you to wait for the paralysis agent to wear off on its own , that will take several hours and every-one of you has enemies outside of this room , so I have given Akari the antidote so that she can give each of you the antidote in turn once I am gone . She is about the only person present that I feel that I can trust with such a job as all of the rest of you would either try to dissuade me from going or would try to pick a fight with me or both and I can not allow that . XianPu , as you may have guessed by now I never really needed to learn that technique , I had already learned it in my travels , rather that was a subterfuge to get KhuLon to teach you the technique and the counter-techniques after I left that day as I am certain that she did . I am curious about how much convincing it took you to get her to teach you them or if she taught them to you after I left before you even had the chance to ask ? Oh well , I suppose that I will have to wait until next year to find out , if you are even speaking to me then . Any-way I did that so that you could release Kodachi after Akari frees you . Akari , I am going to go get my things , if you can move before I come back then please wait for me before you administer to any of them , please ."
Ranma walked out of the room and the people who were still conscious found themselves in the uncomfortable position of having no-thing to do but think . *** *** *** Ranma returned perhaps ten minutes later just as Akari was beginning to regain feeling in her extremities . Of course the feeling was one uncomfortably similar to having one's foot fall asleep spread all over her body but it was still better than the limbo-absence-of-feeling that she had felt under the influence of the paralyzing gas from the candles . " ah , good , I see that you seem to be well on your way to recovering from the gas . " Ranma said to her . How did he know that just by looking at her ? Did the circulation change the colour of her skin ? " Well , I suppose that I had best be leaving ; I am on a tight schedule after all and I do not want to remain in the area long enough for the candle gas to wear off on its own and some-one might do some-thing foolish . An-other twenty minutes and I will be very far away from here and it will be to late for any of them to chase me for whatever reason ." Ranma turned away and began to walk out the door when he paused , then after a moment of indecision he spoke with-out turning around . " Nabiki . I will try to make it back in one year but the way things happen both to me and around me , that may not happen it will be dangerous where I am going . so you might have to give me a few extra weeks just in case but if I am not back by one year two months from today run an obituary in the Kyoto newspapers and have me declared legally dead ."
Ranma paused to take the video-tapes out of the machines that had been recording the entire time , then , with-out turning to face the others in the Dojo , he walked out the door . *** *** *** Akari's heart raced , fear pounded in her ears , she realized that she was hyper-ventilating but rather than trying to calm herself as soon as she realized this she intentionally accelerated her breathing even faster . Asleep nerves screamed in protest as she fought to shake off the paralysis faster . She had seen the various people in this Dojo perform feats that even many Olympic athletes would have said to be impossible , ~` please ,Kami-sama , let me do this `~ Slowly one fire-consumed foot extended in front of her . She gabbed a chair with a hand that had the skin scraped off of it with a potato-peeler and salt pored over it ( who was sitting in the chair ? MuTsu ? Kunou ? she did not know , she did not care , as long as they were heavy enough that it did not tip over as she levered her weight ) . As a hundred bees were stinging her second leg from the inside she knew that she would not hurt if she quit fighting it and just sat back and let the antidote finish working its way through her system . She put her first leg in front of her again . *** *** *** Ranma was at the gate just standing , remembering all the things that had happened here since he first showed up on the Tendou sisters doorstep that rainy afternoon , when he was shaken from his reverie by a sound of shambling . " ran-ma , d' nt goo yt" Ranma walked over to the shaky figure , " You are going to hurt yourself if you do not sit down ." he admonished gently as he scooped Akari up and set her down off of her unsteady feet . " you can not go " Akari said weakly , having to concentrate on speaking coherently . " I have no choice ." Ranma said with a simple sadness that Akari knew she would not be able to shake . Maybe Kasumi or Ukyou would have been able to dissuade him or possibly Akane but she knew that she could not . That was why he had picked her after all . " where will you go ?" Ranma just stood up and began to walk away , his usual lithe gate absent as though he had thirty kilogram weights in each shoe . " Please wait an hour after I am gone before you give the others the antidote . You would probably do well to free Ryouga first , he can make sure that they all respect the contents of the others folders . After they each read them they can decide whether or not to share the messages in them with the others ."
The thirty kilo weights had clearly grown as he went through the thresh-hold to at least a hundred each . Akari watched through her tears and even though it was bare- ly noon she would swear there-after that she watched Ranma walking in to the sunset in the best tradition of the most tragic dramas .
----------------------------------- _____________________________ Happousai Tatewaki Kodachi Jyusenkyou Bayankhala iinazuke Kuonji Ukyou The Difference Between Destiny and Fate : Grabbing Hold : Authors Afterward : To those of you who have read this story all of the way through ( both of you ) I thank you for your patience . If you read it and actually liked it then thank you indeed ; please do not read the later installments in the DBDF continuum . Why would I ask that ? Because originally this was intended as a one-shot story but I have a tendency to continuously ask the question "what happened next?" . So I wrote another story that was a follow- up to "Grabbing Hold" called " An Afternoon of Reading and Contemplation " that followed the Wrecking Crew as they read their letters from Ranma . Then I wrote another story and it just snow-balled from there .
Actually it is strange because I seldom like sequels myself , to often I see a movie and then a year later not one but two sequels come out , both of which are absolute stink-bombs . ( If or maybe I should say when Disney comes out with a sequel to Hercules { which was bad to begin with } , I will scream ) This is why I would ask any reader who liked this story not to read any more in the DBDF Continuum . I would rather leave you liking one story than have you disappointed with a series . To any of you who did not like this story , you I ask to try the rest of the series ; you may find some-thing that you do like in later stories . If you are looking for a touching WAFFy story try DBDF : ` First Born , Second Time ' If you like dark , dark fics ( what kind of sicko are you ? ) then I direct you to the installment of DBDF entitled : " HORROR" ( oh , wait a moment , I am the one who wrote this story , mm , okay never mind , I guess that says it all about which of us has a sick twisted mind ) If you think that I can not write comedy , well , you might be right but I still would direct you to DBDF : " GLWURK!!" For fans of wrenching drama find the story DBDF : " Apocalypse of the Soul" ( but not until you read the rest of the Tenchi and company story -arc first ; spoiler warning ) For the masochists , er , um , I mean , faithful readers willing to stick through it all here is the breakdown :
DBDF-BE-01 : " Grabbing Hold " : This is where it all starts . What would happen if Ranma decided it was time to grow up ? DBDF-CS : " Spreading the Word " : In the wake of "DBDF : Grabbing Hold" Ranma tries to convince his cousins and friends to take measures to prevent their lives from reaching the point that his did .
DBDF-CA-01 : ` Laying Down the Law' : This begins the Tenchi and company story-arc " Chronicle of an Apocalypse" . DBDF-CA-02 : `Interviews' : Tenchi takes the time to have some serious talks with various cast members . ( small note : MnE / D of D happens some-where in this area ; the main divergence s from the anime are that Tenchi is `cooler' to his grand-father than in the main time-line ; it should be noted that Tenchi was very emotional distant to every-one but meeting a strange little girl who calls him "Daddy" [or "Papa" in the original Nihongo version] is enough to shake even him from his morbidity ) DBDF-CA-10 : "The Eye of the Beast" - Mihoshi and the others learn of some of the secrets about her that even she did not know herself . DBDF-CA-15 : ` First Born , Second Time' : The aftermath of MnE/D of D DBDF-CA-20 : ` First Day of School' : First Ryouko then Aeka decide to join Tenchi in school . DBDF-CA-25 : ` A Great Contribution to Galactic Civilization ' : Earth may be more Important in the galaxy than you realize .
DBDF-CA-35 : `HORROR' : Warning , key developments but not for the squeamish . DBDF-CA-40 : ( as yet untitled ) : In the aftermath of the HORROR , Usagi tries to talk to Tenchi but instead they meet some new friends . DBDF-CA-50 : ( as yet untitled ; an exert from Usagi's diary ) DBDF-CA-55 : ( as yet untitled ; an excerpt from Washyuu's journals ) DBDF-CA-60 : "Remembering the Pinocchio Age " : Several months in brief from the viewpoint of Tenchi's sister ?! DBDF-CA-61 : ( as yet untitled ; Usagi's diary ) DBDF-CA-62 : ( as yet untitled ; an excerpt from Washyuu's journals ) DBDF-CA-63 : " Meet the Family" : A semi-Nobuyuki centered fic that follows up on a few threads and lays a few down .
DBDF-CA-65 : " Gathering Forces " : Tenchi brings in some new recruits . The question is , what is he recruiting them for ? DBDF-CA-70 : `Urk!' : Do not ask!
DBDF-CA-75 : " The Return of the Revenge of the Ghost of the Curse of Jinja-Man" : If you know who Jinja-Man is then you definitely want to avoid this story at all costs ! Not for the ticklish ! A direct sequel to DBDF: `Urk!' DBDF-CA-80 : " Soul of Darkness " : Short Dark fic that begins building the elements for what is to come . DBDF-CA-85 : " The Day Jurai Soiled Its Robes " : Truth in Advertising Alert ! DBDF-CA-90 : " Redemption by Increments " : What could possibly be bigger than what Tenchi did in `DBDF : The Day Jurai Soiled Its Robes' ? Find out here ! DBDF-CA-92 : " In-Laws In-Law " : Who was that mystery woman in ` Redemption by Increments' ? DBDF-BE-02 : " Is This Home ?" : Ranma returns after " A Very Long Year " ; the question is did he return just to kill himself ? Who made what decisions ? A major key - point in the DBDF Universe ! DBDF-CA-94 : " Apocalypse of the Soul " : The entire `Chronicle of an Apocalypse' saga culminates in this installment ! It all comes to a head here ! Be Warned ! DBDF-CA-98 : " What ever happened to Jurai Any-way ?" : Just a little follow-up piece to DBDF : "The Day Jurai Soiled Its Robes"
-- After all of this , if the purists do not assassinate me for heresy for what I did to the cast of Tenchi , I plan to go back and cover the same year from the viewpoint of the cast of BSSM and clear up a few mysteries . ( How is it that Hotaru came to live with the Tsukino family ? Where did Trakal-Oh-Ki and Mano Haruka come from ? Who ? What ? When ? Why ? ) Then after the BSSM story-arc I had thought of a third story- arc covering the Nerima WreckingCrew during " A Very Long Year " , including the afore mentioned " An Afternoon of Reading and Contemplation " . Then of course there is the matter of what Ranma himself did during ` that year' and yes I do know what he did and why and where and all of that stuff . Then roughly seventeen years later the DBDF world experiences `Third Impact' in DBDF : " Burn the Old Scrolls Write New Ones " . And its companion piece DBDF : " History in a Dream "
Oh who am I kidding ? Some-body will kick me off the Internet long before I finish the full panorama that is DBDF . Oh well . Masochists welcome ! P.S. : Contest Alert ! I still need titles for several stories (as seen above) Contest Alert ! Spot all the references ! Contest Alert ! Spot all the allusions to other fanfics ! ( actually I lost the names of the authors of the fanfics that helped inspire these works and I need help to credit them properly )
Contest Alert ! I have absolutely no idea how to set up or maintain a web-site so I am opening a contest to build a web-site to host DBDF , the stories that inspired it and fan contributions . E- mail me for my requested features then make your own design that you feel reflects DBDF as you envision it . The winner wins , er , um , (( a picture of me through the mail ? no , I might get arrested for distributing obscene materials . mmm )) well , a fabulous zero - prize . (( yeah , that is it ,fool them into thinking that I know what I am doing )) . Runners-up get to be mirror-sites . Bonus points for memorable addresses. Examples: www.Ryo-Oh-Ki-I-do-not-think-that-we-are-in-Okinawa- any-more.com www.special-news-bulletin-Twillinjer-excommunicated- by-Pope.edu www.I-knew-that-I-should-have-taken-that-left-turn-at- Albuquerque.net
Contest Alert ! Do you want to be a DBDF pre-reader ? Just send me any stories you have found or written about human-pony and pet role-play and , whoops ! wrong letter column , er , um , (( oh what the heck , from the looks of them none of these people are any-thing but a bunch of un-imaginative vanillas any-way )) I mean any stories that about , ah , the comic book team Power Pack or their descendants meeting Squirrel Girl or her descendants . (( Hee hee none of them will find out who Squirrel Girl is ! She only ever appeared in one comic book ! tee - hee !)) For the low price of this bribe , I mean entry fee , I will place your name in a hat along with those of other contestants and draw a name to whom I will send the next installment to be pre-read . ( What ? oh all right stop whining already , help me out with P.S. II and P.S. III , as seen below , and I will also enter you okay ?)
Contest Alert ! Fan art ! Fan art ! Fan art ! When ( if ) DBDF gets its own web-site I would like to include a section to host fan- art of the DBDF Universe as you mentally envision it . It can be a specific scene or a character , or just some-thing that you thought up yourself . Drawings ! Paintings ! Dress-up ! Photo-manipulations ! Computer-generated ! Surprise me ! Just make certain to include who it is supposed to be , what scene and what the circumstances are supposed to be .
P.S. II : Does any-one have the entire run of Invasion America recorded ? How about Salvage 1 with Andy Griffith ? Adderly ? Roswell Conspiracies ? Star Cops ( BBC/ PBS) ? Revolutionary Girl Utena ? Galaxy High ? OceanGirl ? Spellbinder ? Special notice ! I was at a convention recently and learned that there were pilots for both a US cartoon and a live action version of SailorMoon . If any-one has either of these or has information about them ( the names of the actors , et cetera ) please contact me ! P.S. III : HELP ! I need help to find out the names of Sakuya's schoolmates from the entire ` Tenchi in Tokyo ' series. It is very important for later in the DBDF series .
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